you know me as a stranger

O

O to be young and hoard my wisdom!

To have ambition to match my desires

And strength to achieve my ambitions!

Gangs of children parade by me,

Jumping and punching and loudly observing,

Laughing and popping off like fireworks.

For them to stand at a crosswalk

Is a torment of delay. For me today,

It is temptation to curl up on pavement

With my head against a streetlamp.

Couples still pawing adolescence

Announce everything in earnest,

Every word punctuated with wrath

From gleaming faces, electric eyes

Sparking with passion, arms gesturing,

Sinewy legs impatient at the stroll.

Yesterday, I walked across a harbor,

Twice by bridge, and my body,

Grudging as a forlorn companion,

Has yet to forgive my abuse.

Gravity has learned my name.

As more years pile on my back,

It gets harder for a planet to ignore me.